Waking Up

There's nothing more disorientating than waking up after thinking "Well, there's no hope of me going to sleep tonight. May as well give up hope."

For me, there's usually no time between that thought and waking up all disorientated.

And it's all just so confusing; I wasn't tired when I thought that, being, in fact, the very opposite of tired. It was dark. Etc etc. You get it.

Then I wake up all groggy and still very tired and it's day light and there are others up already. Etc etc.

I don't think that bloody rooster helps with my just-woken-up confusion. It's constantly adding to the noise.